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When most hear the word 鈥渞esearch鈥�, all sorts of technical fields come to mind鈥攂iology, sociology, chemistry, history, etc. The word is so often confined to labs and libraries.

But what about for creative fields? How might research play into generating original, creative work, like a poem for instance?

Enter Anna Ohara, a Japanese-born, American-raised poet and graduate student in UNH鈥檚 . Ohara was one of the 51 graduate students who received the UNH Graduate School鈥檚 (STAF) award, which seeks to financially support the research of teaching assistants who have performed exceptionally well both as TA鈥檚 and students.

According to Ohara, 鈥�Research is all over the practice of poetry. In as far as I draw on my experiences and observations of the world to write, I am always performing a style of field research.鈥�

As the granddaughter of an atomic bomb survivor, Ohara鈥檚 proposed project involved traveling to Japan to explore her family鈥檚 history, and to then write a sequence of poems out of these experiences.

This August, the city of Hiroshima marked the 74^th anniversary of the atomic bomb鈥攁n event that remains deeply personal in Ohara鈥檚 family. Her plan was to be in the city and to walk from the site of her grandmother鈥檚 former high school to where her family home still stands across the bay鈥攖he very trip that Ohara鈥檚 grandmother made after the detonation in 1945. She also planned to interview her grandmother鈥檚 surviving siblings alongside her father.

Like any good researcher, Ohara began with a question: How can she, a Japanese American, give language to an inherited silence with deep cultural implications? Ohara鈥檚 intention was not to record her grandmother鈥檚 experience as an atomic bomb survivor, but rather to explore the aftermath, the negative space, what remains generations later.

鈥淲hat I discovered as I walked along streets in the city full of car traffic and green parks filled with cicada calls, was that there was no way to understand her experience that day as anything other than the complete opposite of my own,鈥� Ohara said. 鈥淏y imagining the absence of all the features of life I was witnessing, I began to feel a shade of what she might have felt鈥攔eally just a whisper. It was frankly awful to imagine, especially while pushing my body in the wild August heat, well-rested and fed and watered as I was, to imagine a girl walking through the fallout of a nuclear bomb, thirsty and blackened in her school uniform.鈥�

In addition to this thirty-kilometer walk, Ohara conducted interviews with members of her family who still live in Hiroshima, in both her grandmother and grandfather鈥檚 ancestral homes. Unfortunately, the man she had most been hoping to interview, her grandmother鈥檚 younger brother, passed away in the late spring of this year.

鈥淲hen I met him three years ago, he was the person (the first ever) who told me about my grandmother鈥檚 experience that day in 鈥�45 with any amount of detail; it is because of him that I know about the walk that she made that day, and the condition she returned home in,鈥� Ohara said.

鈥淚 had thought I would be able to talk to him again, this time prepared for the conversation. Instead, I was able to visit his grave and pay my respects, which I am grateful for. Still, his death seemed to signal the closing of any opportunity to know with any clarity the facts of my grandmother鈥檚 experience.鈥�

So, the most significant interviews turned out to be with Ohara鈥檚 father. By asking him about his mother and witnessing his struggle to give language to his memories, the interviews illuminated Ohara鈥檚 more recent family history.

鈥淚 experienced a sort of mirroring of my own struggles, the ones the led me to this project,鈥� Ohara said. 鈥淚n our attempts to articulate ourselves, we ended up talking about our individual experiences of our family for the first time, [鈥�] and so I鈥檒l be writing from that knowledge base, which is closer to my grandmother, though not as close as I thought I鈥檇 be after this summer.鈥�

Now that Ohara has returned to UNH for her final semester in the MFA program, she is compiling poems from her summer in what will be her Masters Thesis.

鈥淭he STAF grant allowed me to go to Hiroshima, which is the only way I could have made real headway into this subject due to the sheer number of unknown elements,鈥� Ohara said. 鈥淏y having my body in Hiroshima, I was able to lean sensory experiences that my grandmother would have had in common, and speak to aging members of my family.鈥�

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The above story has been adapted from Anna Ohara's own written account of her travels.